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Enhancing a humdrum real life by living a 'net life' through the eyes of other more carefree blog writers who share their most intimate experiences. Vicariously Voyeuristic - Everything is done by proxy - anonymously safe and secure!
Micifus - Youth in all its glory!
I am not going to add too much to my other posts at
this moment. This is merely a test e-mail. That said
I have to tell you that my curent blog du jour (a blog
I check at least once per day) is http://Micifus.typepad.com .
(This is the blog of an 18(?)year old college freshman
who is in the process of 'coming out'. He engages in
NSA sex (No Strings Attached) and writes in a very
natural manner about his relationships with the other
college freshmen, his roommate, Cali his current sex
buddy and his family.
What makes this even more interesting for the voyeur
like me is that he started blogging after the guy who
took his virginity gave him the account as a
graduation present. I will be discussing his blog
Micifus (Phil) does not place gratuitous pictures all
over his blog although in my opinion he could probably put
more up - just to colour in the life he describes so well in
He is obviously a little wary (of placing pictures currently as
he has previously posted images that, following a comment from one of his viewers/readers
regarding the possible misuse of the images, as he has since removed them (more's the pity I say). What images there are are fully clothed and scene setting rather than porn or exhibitionism. which is a refreshing (nice - who the hell uses nice? - I am a retard) change.
He is a college swimming scholar and has used his insider knowledge to tell a fantasy
lockeroom story. The mental images were good but unfortunately it wasn't quite
believeable enough and had me, as the reader, shouting 'yeah right - that can't be true' which breaks the illusion and kinda spoiled the story for me slightly.
Phil's greatest assets, as far as I am concerned, are his descriptions of the whole comming out experience. His burgeoning relationship with Cali on the one hand offset his near catastrophic reationship with his family (coming out to his Polish, Cathollic family is an episode I hope he shares with us all - Therein lies a powerful and no doubt emotional story!!)
I find myself returning to the blog on a regular basis to get more history, I am not content with knowing about the here and now good though that is. I am equally interested in how he found his gay/bisexual preferences and how did he pursue them? why did his parents put a curfew on him? how did he meet Chaos? How did he feel going for his first gay sexual experience? what was the reason for choosing Chaos? - proximity? desire? availibility? There are so many stories that would add colour and texture to the current ebb and flow of his life and as long as he keeps sharing then I'll keep watching. Vicariously Voyeuristic!
P.S. Do NOT like the layout created by e-mail submission but needs must when the devil drives - so apologies for design and layout - I could spend time fixing it but then whe would I have time to check all the blog's I am watching? Spelling mistakes are like shit - they happen and like dogshit on the pavement they are best ignored and walked around. If you would like to politely bring it to the owners attention he may use the spelling equivalent of the pooper scooper and clean the mess right up although don't count on it.
This keyboard is fucking awful and no that is not an excuse (yes it is! and it is a bad one at that). I fancy dictation (stoppit - fithy minds!) no I mean I fancy using Nuance dictation software to write my blog as I speak it - that would be cool. Ahh, problem - not sure its vocabulary includes fellatio, blow job, jerk off, fuck, shit, arsehole, wank, boyhole etc and I know I want to use them in my blog somewhere (oh I already have!! haha!!)
Bollox - it is too late and I must be getting delirious.
I tried to keep up the scepticism and cynicism but I have to say that as time has gone on I have been pleasantly surprised. Here was a guy who admitted his mistakes, accepted he was foolish and made it perfectly clear that he was trying to establish himself in the Porn website business. he was frank and open and clearly stated his agenda for all to see.
I have read his trial and tribulations, read some of the comments left by others and been impressed with his commitment to himself, his goal and his 'mission'.
He frequently places naked pictures of himself throughout his blogs and initially this eye candy was a major factor in my return visits. Then one day, I don't know when or how! it all changed - I changed I became interested in Brent as a person, rather than as a good bodied bit of eye candy.
I am slightly saddened nowadays because whilst he hasn't lost any of his looks or charms I actually prefer to see him with his clothes on (or partially on anyway as I do like to see if he is keeping upto his training schedule).
I was aghast when I saw him performing actual anal sex with another man in some recent pictures in his blog. Why would someone I know do this to me? - How crazy is that - here is a porn star that I have seen in any number of sexual positions and activities but six months of reading about him made me forget it all.
The father aspect of my life wants to scream at him about how dangerous, how stupid, how unnecessary this is. I don't want to see his dick, I don't want to see him having real sex (for money!) I just want to read about his life, his turmoil with snake, his love for Grant, his partying, his enjoyment, his sorrows, his friends and his foes -how mixed up am I?
I won't give him any comments regarding this because
He has started a members only site that I am positive will be a success, despite the current problems he has (He is publishing his real identity and contact address for donations to help fight the snakes underhand tactics and whilst the eternal cynic in me screams about it possibly being a con - the optimist in me, the failed catholic and the part of me that believes in the goodness of men doesn't think it is). Go Here if you want to help or just want to see his bod!
I won't be paying to join the members site, I won't be sending any money because that would mean I was involved. I DON'T DO THAT! Does wishing him the best of luck in whatever venture he embarks upon constitute involvement? I hope not!
Sean (Brent), unlikely as it ever is. If you ever read this - this blog is all your fault. Your blog was the first, your problems and solutions (and pics if I am truthful) were the reason I came back. You are also the reason I searched for other blogs like yours where I could kick back, see life from someone elses perspective and embroil myself in their sordid past, present and future - rather than my own.
Is this just going to be a list of blogs I look at - hopefully not, I will try to make some judgement about the content, give MY views, what I like and don't like etc.
It is highly likely that no-one will even see this first entry in the blog but I want something to refer back to - call it a mission statement. I will not be tied to it to the detriment of the blog but if I don't have a starting point how will I know how far I have travelled.
As I travel this road I will probably share more about myself than it is safe too. I will probably upset some (hopefully not too many - I don't expect many people will want to read it anyway!! Cut the self pity crap - ed.).
Much of what you will read will be of a sexual nature (not mine - hence the blog name) but be assured if you are 18 or younger - this is not for you. If you have hang ups about sexuality and the discussion and portrayal of it in all it's forms this might not be for you either.
Open mided people always welcome.
I won't make this too long for all our sakes!! Here we go guys (and gals).
P.S. Do not expect the blog to remain static - I will be learning how to do all the stuff I see on other blogs - different templates, videos, pics, links etc. Wish me luck!