Another Session Vic?

Well Vic, here we go again- another half hour session.

Picking up from the last one - you have some strange porn habits - care to share them?

My strangest porn habit seems to be I don't really watch it (I am not sure anyone does truly.) I fast forward to the interesting bits and these are not necessarily the bits you would automatically assume I would stop at. I almmost always stop when they are removing their clothes i.e. when they are in thier underwear, I stop when they are working on an erection through thier underwear, I stop when they are talking to each other - before , during or after. I have been known to watch whole scenes from beginnning to end although this is quite rare. Some of the reasons for this activity, I believe, stems from the fact that I can't be caught watching them, although the danger of possibly being caught adds to the excitement and gives me a buzz. Even when I have the freedom and time to watch I will still speed my way through them - habit? perhaps.

So you don't like gay porn?

Not sure I would say that - I don't like parts of gay porn. I like to see smooth twinks who are comfortable with themselves, who know what they want and know how to get it. My favourite and probably most closely viewed porn is the Bel Ami Casting Couch Series. I have to admit to a predilection for Bel Ami boys that started with Lukas Ridgeston and Johan Paulik.

Which would you prefer to watch - a solo jerk off or a gay couple getting it on?

The couple every time. A JO gets very little airplay as far as I am concerned - Once I have seen the shape, cut and length I am very quickly disinterested. With the couple there is two dicks to look at as well as any dialogue and oral sex. The interaction is often better than the physical sex.

You do not like hairy men - why?

Don't know - thoughts of hair in mouth, uncleanliness, older macho men that I can't make submissive - not sure - just don't. Maybe this is a broader question about 'why do I like young men?' Am I trying to re-capture my own youth? Am I jealous that they are so young, confident and free (and I am not?)? Is it because it is porn and porn is acting, so it isn't real and I can let my fantasy have full reign? Hmm - I will think about this some more!!

Why have you never tried gay sex?

Not sure I want to. Oral sex seems like it could be fun for both partners provided both were recently showered and clipped, I can't get past the idea of hairs in the mouth - yuk.

The thought of anal sex carries a whole range of conflicting feelings for me. When seen in gay porn it seems clean, fresh and nice (mostly). In real life we are dealing with hairy arseholes, someones else's personal cleanliness, shitty follow through's, smelly farts etc etc. I cannot see that anal sex is worth the effort to really prepare and the amount of preparation I would consider mandatory doesn't seem worth the effort for anal sex. I don't know. This is one of the questions that needs answering and probably drives my gay blog reviewing - how do they overcome the physical aspects of smell etc especially when rimming or during oral etc.

(note - Chaos has posted a blog from Grinny - one of this many friends - that covers some of this. It describes his revulsion at someones stinking dick as he goes down on it. My eeew/yuk factor hits its peak when he asks whether he could carry on despite the smell and his nausea. If it stinks nasty then that is your body telling you it is not good, not healthy, not nice stay the fuck away from it!! If it makes you feel sick - stay away!!)

So ultimately your gay'ness extends as far as watching other people have sex and jerking off to it?

Yep. Sometimes I don't even JO I just watch - I am getting old I suppose!!!

What do Blogs have that interest you so much?

Real life problems. I want to know what makes it (gay sex) great for other people. All the guys I read about have a freedom - I probably had this too, if I am honest, but what really interests me is that they are taking the opportunity. Making mistakes and carrying on. Having NSA (no strings attached) sex - no dinner dates, visits to the cinemas, flowers or chocolates just sex for mutual pleasure and no more.

I think I envy this as it is the obvious unobtainable for me. (Unobtainable through a lifetime of personal suppression, peer pressure, background and looking at what I wrote earlier a fear of risking all for something that ultimately I wouldn't enjoy.)

Phil (Micifus), Matt (Dudetube), Steve (Chaos) etc share their life - warts and all without apologising for it. There is so much I want to know about each of them - asking wouldn't be unthinkable but maybe they might let slip some of the answers I want without having to.

So are you interested in the guys or their lifestyle?

Both. Their lifestyle seems bohemian, interesting, filled and predominantly happy but I am not that stupid. They blog about the interesting, bohemian and filled areas of their lives. The mundane, the preparations, the boring gets forgotten about. That part is the guys - how do they deal with it? Is gay sex as great as they make out or is it a little bit nasty, a little bit painful, a little bit tedious? I don't know and unless someone tells me I won't find out. Gay Porn will NEVER let me see that side of gay life but maybe these guys will.

Do you use the images and stories on the blog site to jerk off too?

Almost Never. - The great cock hunt has told some stories/adventures that have created the urge (I try not to resist it too much) but the other guys because they are telling it as it happened to them don't seem to be telling it to excite me they are reporting, like the news. Dudetube has shown the odd clip that has created the urge but I tend not to get too excited when I can't see their faces or they are not doing something out of the ordinary.

Out of the ordinary?

Using fleshlights, self fellatio, shaving, clipping, inserting objects up their arse or down their dick. Taking a piss (not on anyone though). Soft to hard transition.

Anything other than a solo JO. I have looked into the S&M, Water Sports arena and all I can say is NO THANKS. Glory Holes - no. Bear sex - no, fisting - no, bareback - no, double penetration - yep, twinks taking a piss - yep, pretend twink rape by a bear - NO WAY. pretend twink rape (or subjugation) by another twink - yes way! Realistic rape - no, animals - no, etc etc Kiddie porn - purveyors should be shot

Question to self - did I like every pool boys dream? Yes. When I thought all actors were over 18 -

Question to self - do I still like it now? Don't know - Won't watch it so doesn't matter.

RING RING

Alarms signals session end.

Will try and do the piece on Debriefing the boys.